Hubby Felt Bad

Hubby got home and found me crying inside our room. He asked me what happened to me and i answered him that i am having trouble to manage my time between my boys and the house chores. He hugged me so tight and kissed me, trying to comfort me and told me that it alright, i don't really have to do everything since i am not totally well yet. I still have my pains of my surgeries, from delivering my little potato and from my gall bladder infection. He cried too felt so bad that he wish he could help me whenever i need him but he has to go to work enable to feed us his family. I really am wishing i have someone here with me when hubby is not around, it sure is hard for me to do everything since i have undergone a whole lot lately.

Amazing Eye Color

My youngest son sure has a very interesting eye color. It changes from here and there. I have searched about it already and i found out that there is really some people that has this kind of eye color that changes according to their mood. I so love looking at his eyes because sometimes it turns bluish gray, it turns green like a cat and it turns Hazel. Sure it is amazing! I have never seen such like this in person yet not until my baby came. Some people say that it is normal that sometimes babies eyes changes its colors but later on as he is big enough, it will stay to one color and that would be his permanent eye color. But whatever his eye color is going to be, he will still be our little potato in the family. He sure brought joy to us, always makes us smile and make our hearts sing whenever we hear his gooo--gooo sound.

Hard To Adjust

Now that i have two boys to take care of, it is hard for me to adjust my situation. Aside from i just barely gave birth a month ago, my oldest one is getting so demanding when it comes to giving him some attention. I guess this is what they are trying to tell me now. Jealousy would really occur temporarily, but i am hoping that he can also adjust the situation like what i am trying to do and realize that he's got now a small baby brother that needs my attention the most more than him. I have been trying to explain it to him that i did all the caring when he was a baby like his baby brother too. But seems like he didn't understand what is happening to us yet that his baby brother is one addition to our family and he is the youngest that needs most the attention of his parents and from his big brother.

My mother always reminding me everytime i phone her that i should cope up with the oldest one when the baby is asleep since babies sleeps all the time as this age. But i can't just help myself to get some rest too while the baby is sleeping because i am still exhausted from the terrible situation of delivering this boy. I really need a whole lot of rest for me to gain my energy back quick. I only have one body that also needs some attention, in times like this, it makes me wants to go home and let my mother takes care of me.

Fall Is Here

It is now fall season here but seems like it is already winter due the cold breeze that i feel outside. I so love Fall because i get to enjoy the temperature that is not so hot and not so cold either. But today, seems like winter came a bit early. And i am not liking it at all. My son won't be able to enjoy a whole lot outside all through the day because soon as the sun comes down, the temperature gets so cold. And i don't want him to stay outside very long when it gets dark, he might get sick especially Fall is the season you can easily get illness. But anyway, i will try to enjoy what's left for fall because winter is gonna cover the whole place once again.

Big Brother Now

My baby MD is now officially a big brother. Well he is already a big brother when i delivered his little sister a year ago, it's just sad my little Deanne didn't make it. But don't worry guys i am over it already! When this youngest came to me, it felt like my little lady whispered my ear telling me that i have to let her go so i can take care of her little brother that's in my arms already.

My little Deanne will always be in my heart forever. And now i am very happy that i have my third baby, that brings another joy to me and to his daddy and big brother. I am proudly announcing the arrival of my third baby, Dereck Monty weighed 9.3 lbs and measured 21 inches long. He was born August 3rd, 2009 Monday around 4:28 in the afternoon.

Learning From Mistake

I woke up hearing the noise from the kitchen. I was startled thought it's still dark but i realized when i got up it's already bright sunny outside. So i went to the kitchen to find out what was going on there, the noise i just heard. I saw my son trying to climb on the counter to get a bowl so he can make his own cereal. He dropped the bowl and got shattered. He was scared to death thinking i might get mad and take him to his room and will give him time out. I composed myself not to get mad because i was thinking, i felt so bad that my son is hungry and trying to prepare his own food. So i just hugged him instead and told him it's alright but next time try not to attempt to do the things that he think he can do it even though he cannot.

Gave him cereal and gave him some other things and he thanked me. I am so proud of my son, he is really getting so independent. Sometimes he makes mistakes but i can see that he is learning. We all gone through to this stage and i should not get mad at him because that's how kids learn through making a mistake.

I Want To Go To School

My son is starting to talk about going to school. Every morning when he wakes up, he always look outside by the front room sitting on the couch and waiting for the school buses to pass by. And he seems doesn't get tired telling me that he wants to go to school and wants to ride the school bus. It made me think that maybe he is really ready for going to school. I talked to hubby about this matter and told me that later on he might get tired of going to school because he went to school at the very early age.

So i browsed some school nearby where we live and found the best one that i know of. I am kind of excited to send him to school to see how he feels like and to see him how to interact to some other kids as well. I hope my son will do good in school. He just as excited as can be, i can just tell that he is ready and will just do good in school. A lot of people already told me that my son is a smart boy, that even though he didn't go to school yet, he can read already, which is a good sign. Well, let's see what's gonna be his performance in school on the next school year.

My Boy's Big Day

Finally, i am done putting all the things from my son's birthday party in our backyard. I just can't believe i already have a four year old boy now! Time flies indeed! He sure had so much fun being with his friends and received lots of presents. He was so excited unwrapping all the gifts he had. Also, he got so excited when he saw his birthday cake because it was the cake that he wanted to have. He loves Thomas the tank engine so we specially ordered it for him to make him happy on his very special day.

The most special gift he received yesterday is his new big orange bike that Daddy bought. He just had a big grin in his face that no one can erase it, lol! Well, i am not gonna stay here very long because i still want to rest some more from being so tired preparing all the things that's needed yesterday. I just want to share some pictures here real quick. Hope you enjoy!

Making A List

I am making a list now what to buy in the store for my son's upcoming birthday. I invited some friends and i want them to enjoy the food. Although it is going to be exhausting for me but i am sure some of my dear friends will lend their hand to help me. I need to get the list done so i can do the grocery shopping maybe tomorrow or the next day to prepare them. I already have some recipes that i am planning to cook and some of my friends offered to bring some other food. It sure is tiring to prepare special day like this but what can i do? I want my son to be happy on his very special day so i must do what i should do. Every Mommy wants their kids to be happy on their very special day. Well, gotta go guys i need to get some other things done!

Goodness! Time Flies!

Whew! Time flies so fast indeed! Where did those years go? My son is now turning 4 in about two weeks from now. How come kids grow so fast? I just realized that he is going to have his 4th birthday so soon and i am not even ready for it yet. Well, i have my reasons anyway and it is hard for me to do all the things at once. I only have two hands to keep up what i must do and plus i have my very good excuse why i can't do much nowadays and since no one knows about it yet, i am not going to reveal it here why.

But anyway, since i am thinking about my son's birthday, i am sure that it will be all the same like usual. He's going to have his very special day in our backyard like what we did to his very first birthday and the second. We weren't able to held his birthday when he turned three because we went home last year and had his birthday there instead. So, for now i am going to end this up so i can plan what i need to do for his big day. I am sure he is going to demand something that he likes for his very special day. Well, it's his special day so i might just say yes but after that, back to normal, i will still remind him that he cannot simply gets all what he wants.