Hubby Felt Bad

Hubby got home and found me crying inside our room. He asked me what happened to me and i answered him that i am having trouble to manage my time between my boys and the house chores. He hugged me so tight and kissed me, trying to comfort me and told me that it alright, i don't really have to do everything since i am not totally well yet. I still have my pains of my surgeries, from delivering my little potato and from my gall bladder infection. He cried too felt so bad that he wish he could help me whenever i need him but he has to go to work enable to feed us his family. I really am wishing i have someone here with me when hubby is not around, it sure is hard for me to do everything since i have undergone a whole lot lately.

Hard To Adjust

Now that i have two boys to take care of, it is hard for me to adjust my situation. Aside from i just barely gave birth a month ago, my oldest one is getting so demanding when it comes to giving him some attention. I guess this is what they are trying to tell me now. Jealousy would really occur temporarily, but i am hoping that he can also adjust the situation like what i am trying to do and realize that he's got now a small baby brother that needs my attention the most more than him. I have been trying to explain it to him that i did all the caring when he was a baby like his baby brother too. But seems like he didn't understand what is happening to us yet that his baby brother is one addition to our family and he is the youngest that needs most the attention of his parents and from his big brother.

My mother always reminding me everytime i phone her that i should cope up with the oldest one when the baby is asleep since babies sleeps all the time as this age. But i can't just help myself to get some rest too while the baby is sleeping because i am still exhausted from the terrible situation of delivering this boy. I really need a whole lot of rest for me to gain my energy back quick. I only have one body that also needs some attention, in times like this, it makes me wants to go home and let my mother takes care of me.