Hubby Felt Bad

Hubby got home and found me crying inside our room. He asked me what happened to me and i answered him that i am having trouble to manage my time between my boys and the house chores. He hugged me so tight and kissed me, trying to comfort me and told me that it alright, i don't really have to do everything since i am not totally well yet. I still have my pains of my surgeries, from delivering my little potato and from my gall bladder infection. He cried too felt so bad that he wish he could help me whenever i need him but he has to go to work enable to feed us his family. I really am wishing i have someone here with me when hubby is not around, it sure is hard for me to do everything since i have undergone a whole lot lately.

Amazing Eye Color

My youngest son sure has a very interesting eye color. It changes from here and there. I have searched about it already and i found out that there is really some people that has this kind of eye color that changes according to their mood. I so love looking at his eyes because sometimes it turns bluish gray, it turns green like a cat and it turns Hazel. Sure it is amazing! I have never seen such like this in person yet not until my baby came. Some people say that it is normal that sometimes babies eyes changes its colors but later on as he is big enough, it will stay to one color and that would be his permanent eye color. But whatever his eye color is going to be, he will still be our little potato in the family. He sure brought joy to us, always makes us smile and make our hearts sing whenever we hear his gooo--gooo sound.

Hard To Adjust

Now that i have two boys to take care of, it is hard for me to adjust my situation. Aside from i just barely gave birth a month ago, my oldest one is getting so demanding when it comes to giving him some attention. I guess this is what they are trying to tell me now. Jealousy would really occur temporarily, but i am hoping that he can also adjust the situation like what i am trying to do and realize that he's got now a small baby brother that needs my attention the most more than him. I have been trying to explain it to him that i did all the caring when he was a baby like his baby brother too. But seems like he didn't understand what is happening to us yet that his baby brother is one addition to our family and he is the youngest that needs most the attention of his parents and from his big brother.

My mother always reminding me everytime i phone her that i should cope up with the oldest one when the baby is asleep since babies sleeps all the time as this age. But i can't just help myself to get some rest too while the baby is sleeping because i am still exhausted from the terrible situation of delivering this boy. I really need a whole lot of rest for me to gain my energy back quick. I only have one body that also needs some attention, in times like this, it makes me wants to go home and let my mother takes care of me.

Fall Is Here

It is now fall season here but seems like it is already winter due the cold breeze that i feel outside. I so love Fall because i get to enjoy the temperature that is not so hot and not so cold either. But today, seems like winter came a bit early. And i am not liking it at all. My son won't be able to enjoy a whole lot outside all through the day because soon as the sun comes down, the temperature gets so cold. And i don't want him to stay outside very long when it gets dark, he might get sick especially Fall is the season you can easily get illness. But anyway, i will try to enjoy what's left for fall because winter is gonna cover the whole place once again.