Missing Him When He Was A Baby

I sure miss my youngest when he was just a baby like this photo above. I can't help but to be sad because i know for sure that he is my last baby since i can't make one anymore. But, on the other hand, i am happy as well for he growing fast like he supposed to. He's learning a lot of things and now starting to learn how to read letters and numbers, yet not to mention the fact that he is only two years old. He was actually, a little late when it comes to reading compared to his big brother but i am very happy that they both started to learn reading around the same age. I am looking forward to see his fast progress on these coming days.

Anyway, this photo i attached above was taken during our trip to Arizona to see the grand canyon for the third time. Unfortunately, he was not feeling well that time so i had to sponge bathe him with cold water to cool him down. He was having a high fever and had a hard cough. Luckily i brought some medicine with us, that somehow helped him a bit. Looking at his picture makes me realized that i cannot really keep him little like i wanted to. Sure babies grow so fast nowadays, and no matter how i tried to stop it, it is just impossible to do.